So when i was little i always used to wish i'd have a boy that wrote songs about me. So that everyone knew what he thought of me..
Then i came accross this..
www.myspace.com/sainthollywouldthe first song - this violencei guess it's a dream come true but i really never EVER thought that it would happen this way.
the lyrics are lovely in such a horrible way
"don't cry cus it was time well spent"
"hold me so tight i can't say no"
I doubt anyone would understand this as much as i do but it's just so true.. . about us trying our hardest to make it work but just not getting anywhere at all. He's the father of my little girl and he was all i ever wanted. How come things have to get so shit? Everyone goes through it don't they.. you have something so fucking amazing and then you don't realise until one day you wake up... and it's all gone to shit.
People ask me all the time if i still love him. I love the boy he used to be so unbelievably much but no.. i don't love who he is now.
and unfortunatly cant ever forgive him for what he did. It's pretty damn sad.